Monday, October 26, 2009

stupid nicknames

So boyfran gave me a new nickname....



ugh its so original...sike



so now he calls me short stop.


that jerk lol

Memorable Boyfran Moments

Me: So are we dating?
Boyfran: After what happened on the bathroom floor? God, I hope so.
Me: Loser.

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Me: I can do anything a boy can do..well except pee standing up..
Boyfran: Like thats important
Me: Yeah I'm not exactly sure where I was going with that one..
Boyfran: Are you ever sure?
Me: Uhh...no lol
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Me: You are so full of shit.
Boyfran: Did you call me to say that?
Me: Hallmark didnt have a card so I had to relay the sentiment via satellite.

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Me: Please?
Boyfran: Your name is Please? Or are you making another scandalous request?
Me: Hmmmm....
Boyfran: I'm thinking it's the scandalous request.
Me: Umm

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Boyfran: Is she a secret agent or something?
Me: She's some kinda...wood nymph...but wood nymphs dont wear boxer shorts and t-shirts...
Boyfran: Thanks for that pearl of wisdom
Me: Anytime
Boyfran: Thats what I'm afraid of.
Me: Very funny..

Gussie, Rere and Che

Theyyyy make my days briight!



I moss you guys

Lmao. rere you know you love my typos
woohooo

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

It feels like..

I'm trying to erase you or something...Hell I don't know what to think anymore. Memories are only good for so long till they turn on you, creep and haunt you. I don't know what to feel anymore....or say.







my life is an utterly captivating car-accident-in-progress
fuck everything
so lost...
wish I knew

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

S.C vs J.M

Is it me..or does Something Corporate sound like Jacks Mannequin?????????????




Hmm...confussssssssing

happyy

Someone once told me, "that you have to choose what you win or lose. You can't have everything Don't you take chances, might feel the pain. Don't you love in vain cause love won't set you free". I can't stand by the side and watch this life pass me by so unhappy, but safe as could be. So what if it hurts me? So what if I break down? So what if this world just throws me off the edge, my feet run out of ground I gotta find my place I wanna hear my sound. Don't care about all the pain in front of me cause i'm just trying to be happy. Holding on tightly, just can't let it go. Just trying to play my role. But all these days, they feel like they're the same Just different faces, different names. And watch this life pass me by. So any turns that i can't see, like I'm a stranger on this road but don't say victim,...don't say anything .


And then there was you
(:

taz!!!





LOLLLLL =]




<m3
out of uniform, the posture gives you away (:

I want the world to see you'll be with meee

yourr on the front lobe of my left side brain.. I knew I wouldn't forget you and so I went and let you blow my mind, I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided who's one of my kind. The way you move ain't fair you know I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight. I'm so glad you have a one track mind You gave my life direction A game show love connection, we can't deny, I'm so obsessed my heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest. Well you can cut a rug watching you is the only drug I need. So gangster, I'm so thug. You're the only one I'm dreaming of you see I can be myself now finally. In fact there's nothing I can't be I want the world to see you'll be with me.


Good song lol

lol

The shit you hear about me might be true
then again, it could be as fake
as the bitch who told you
lmaoooo

lmao










ஐβ.î.ţ.ɔ.ħஐ Beautiful Individual That Causes Hatas







..the two have nothing in common I know =]]]

LMAO I crackk him uppppp

noise

I know you say you love me boy... problem is you probably tell that shit to everybody. So we hear you talkin boo, but we just don't believe you.





lmao mikey was crackin up



I my airboo

boo

So I was giving boo a haircut with my clippers....





The ones I use on my horses.
Shh. I didnt tell him haha
♥mikey mike with the wicked hair "cute without the E"

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Y-U-M!

I HEARRRT HIMMMMM

hot guy transformation

DONT TELL MIKE!

lmao....jk i dont like white dudes.

so this ad..basically turns a 40 yr old into a 20 yr old?
thats healthy.

...ewwww

Why do people like Gucci?


He fuckinggg sucksss



Mike agrees.


Therefore, its a world wide truth

Myy Mikeyyyy

Says I should cease to sing cause I have a cold.



I told him to stfu.
LMAO he loves me haha

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Remember,

You said you would change....

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Michael Moore

Just saw Michael Moore on Jimmy Kimmel. Talk about a fat stupid Hugo Chavez loving Motherfucker!!! That fat ass hates America. Lmao.


<3 Mikey says I crack him up.

He loves mee
lmao I know ittt

Monday, October 12, 2009

New Pocket

He likes how I love the pocket.


=]]]





I LOVEEE the pocket.

Boyfran

Is pretty cute. He came to visit me cause I've been kinda down. So we watched some movies, I fell asleep..and then woke up llike always. He did my homework =] tooo. Anddd he brought a uniform toppppppp for meeeee.
Woohoo





I love stupid abu tops or whatever they'r called lol.
Ugh im such a loser.
He loves ittttt =]

Home is where the heart is

They say..home is where the heart is...but what if where your heart is..isn't a good place for it? what if...its with the bad guy? What if...home can't be home anymore? What if that door shut, the place burned and all occupants fled years ago? What then? What if you can't go home? What if you don't care about anything anymore?

What if your empty...
I guess, all I ever truly wanted was an apology....or something along those lines.
Read black where I read white

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Hostage Pt. 2

HOLYYYY SHIIIIT! This movie is intense. I told Mike I wanted a kid that looked like the little boy but he reminded me that they wouldnt be quite so white haha.


Fucker. Always Bustin My Bubble.



Ugggg.

Still, its a really good movie. lol

You really start to like two of the bad guys, who end up dying cause some psycho third kid throws one off a balcony and then shoots the other while hes holding his broke neck, back and every other organ brother, who's BY THE WAY brain probably exploded from impact. But yeah...I really liked those two. EMO KIDS...ugh always killing people.

Woohoo commercials almost over.

Movie time KIDS!!

Hostage

So me and Mike are watching Hostage and....We're just wondering, those people with the high tech security system...Why doesn't the yard alarm them when someones in it. Especially THREE people? They call them motion sensors. They could have completely avoided this situation. But we both agreed that regardless of this fathers ridiculous security, two way mirror in his bathroom, putty sketchy cd's in old movie cases..its actually pretty realistic. We decided that if we ever had a place set up like Fort Knox, we for damn sure wouldn't be looking at the 20 some odd split screen security monitors. Although, I would have had some security dogs if I'm gonna go fully out. Mike says I'm BRILLIANT. I told him I know.

=]
On with your life.
And really, tune in to Hostage. Bruce Willis is on POINT haha =]
swear that dude would make a bomb ass cop.

I mean name one movie where he isn't a cop or cop-like character. ONE


He'd dance to your beat

People are puppets, held together with string.
There's a beautiful sadness that runs through him,
As he asked me to pray to the god
He doesn't believe in.
Time and again boys race to be men
Impatient they start, fearful they end.
But here was a man mourning tomorrow.
He drank, but finally drowned in his sorrow
Everything you love turns to dust,
You'd make more of it but you felt rushed,
By all that's periphery,
You held tight, but on the contrary,
The trick to life is not to get too attached to it
You'd jump off the edge but you felt pushed,
By all that's unnecessary,
You tread but you're off on the wrong foot
He'd dance to your beat, and steal your heart
And smile with those teeth and tear you apart

Best Music Video Ever

Only In The Moonlight





=] Jeff Long trained my mare, Rosey Invitation, Sire Invitation Only, Dam Pretentious Rose. In this video he wins a class on Only In The Moonlight (stallion). 2006 Congress Masters $100,000 Champion.

Our twinss

Ori & O
We have to get there first before the twins take over our bed ughhhh. Lazy ass dogs.

...

Last night we stayed up till like 6am....watched anime alll night =] cuddled up with the puppyy


woohooo

my mike

I have this weird thing with Mikes....I have like 5 ex's named Mike. LOL

The new Mike should last =]
We even had a discussion the other day about my thing with mikes. It was hillarious. He came to the conclusion that mikes are the best.
My halfbreed ♥
I love my mixes. Shaken not stirred lmaoooo
thats how i like em'


ily mikeyy <mm3
Huaaaa!
lmao.
Hes the man to my wing. And I'm the 5 to his E




Ride to the hills

The riders judge themselves. its pure.
its harder to ride in the hills a lot of guys cant convert. Its stacked with talent. 75 foot step down...blind takeoffs. its a dream track. built by riders for riders. requires ability. But touchdowns can be unforgiving.



Mike Mason, Dustin Miller the list goes onnnn

best action sports cities

Union Square
at 2am in the morning....haaa catch like 20 bike riders there tearin' shit upppp.
concrete jungle yo.

San Diego
Skateboarders heaven you can always find someone to ride with/BMX world
pretty much where bmx started.

Orlando
wakee sportsss galore

Salt Lake City
snowwwww heaven

Vancouver
Guaranteed powder from January on. boarders DREAM. They got all kinds of fun skate park. Home of red dragons....I mean come onnnn =] Its got everything goin for it.

L.A
the birthplace of skating. The Mecca for sb.
Johnny five culture shock.
La's got everything. Most of its smooth. Malibu is Cali surfing it put Cali on the map. Shit and meet someone famous lol.

Orange county- VELCRO VALLEY!!! its got quick, billabong, element...vans shit the list goes on.
big bear for boarding. Newport's amazing. Represents orange county. Got some of the best terrain in the world for skating.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

A synonym

Empty fields move me
So much more than rooms filled up with friends
It reminds me that there's more to life than living
And maybe giving up's not bad
But part of letting go of you.
If i surrender to this feeling
Maybe all the aches and pains will go and i can close my eyes
Never again to have them open til i bleed out all I've been
I don't want to be alone no more
No more.
Take this razor sign your name across my wrists
So everyone will know who left me like this.
Sew me up my scars run deep
A reminder not to forget the times that we've had.

himm

I <33333 him =]

Remind me that we'll always have each other When everything is gone So when sickness turns my ego up I know You'll act as a clever medicine
Like two peas in a podddd

moribito

is somehow enjoyable

2012 is probably a scam lol

so stop worrying and just enjoy your life!

However, Roland Emmerich would be happy for you to believe everything you read/hear about it.

Keep supporting shitty overrated movies, keep drinking shitty beer, and keep believing that our government is in control and everything will be okay.

I am embarrassed to be an American.


I want to move to Europe, if you live there and have a temporary place for me to crash let me know, I'm open to almost every country.


<3

lollllll

Dont get too caught up in beautiful

A scattered memory like a far-off dream. A far-off dream like a scattered memory. I want to line the pieces up, yours and mine.....



Giving things some meaning....

You were born free, so start living

Don't get too caught up in beautiful
It's just a word
Recreate these descriptions
We made up on this verse
Of pros and heaven knows It's just a means
Of giving faith some meaning

So screaming four words this time
Don't let your sounds get tied down, in words.
Just let it burst and flow and float away
On soaring waves
Of sonic imperfections

Friday, October 9, 2009

The new perfume

as lush as forest rain lol


Ugh its only $24.99
But I'm gonna get it at Congress as well as the Lavender Oil for my horses =]









The ballad on faded paper











my horseee professionally photographed =]




Stormy



my horseeeee =]

Thursday, October 8, 2009

MEGA cute stuff here:

http://www.shanalogic.com/


mmm i want the message in a bottle, sushi bracelet, and the bandit necklaceee and so much moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Flavor of the...

She paints her nails and she don't know,
He's got her best friend on the phone.
She'll wash her hair, his dirty clothes,
Or all he gives to her.
And he's got posters on the wall
Of all the girls he wished she was.
And he means everything to her.
It's Friday night and she's all alone,
He's a million miles away.
She's dressed to kill, but the TV's on,
He's connected to the sound.
And he's got pictures on the wall
Of all the girls he's loved before,
And she knows all his favorite songs

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

daylighttt

Put one up shackle me, not clean logic procreation
I did not invent the wheel I was the crooked spoke adjacent
While the triple sixers lassos keep angels roped in the basement
I walk the block with a halo and a stick poking your patience
Ya'll catch a 30 second flash visual
Dirty cooperative med platoon, bloom, head-trip split ridiculous fathom the splicing of first generation fuck up or trickle down anti hero smack
I paste the game to zero all completion green
Took an early retirement pick a dream
American nightmare hogging the screen
I'll hold the door open so you can stumble in and you would stop following me around the jungle gym
Now it's an honor and I spell it with the 'H' I stole from heritage
Marry crutch stolen wretched refuge refuse my teaming resonance
I promise temperance storm breed with a leaning conscious
In a credence relax responsive with my sports outsource the wattage
And I'm sleeping now (Wow!) And the settlers laughYou won't be laughing when your covered wagons crash
You won't be laughing when the buses drag your brother's flags into rags
You won't be laughing when your front lawn is spangled with epitaphs
You won't be laughing
And I hang my boots to rest when I'm impressed So I triple knot them then I forgot them
This origami dream is beautiful but man those wings will never leave the ground
Without a feather and a lottery ticket, now settle down
All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day,put the pieces back together my way.
Slacker bounded imitated tabloid headlined with the post
Shimmy cross the centerfold, and a dead time in ghosts
Giving crumbs for the better souls with seven deadly sins
To hear the plane to crystal conscious
To results a low life counting on one hand what he's accomplished
Ok, lift me to activism chain activate street sweep
Plug in deteriorating zenith pen dragging
I hack swords wars for the morbid spreading of mad men
Now he's got soul
Sitting there licking log cabin in Charlie Chaplin waddle
I could zig zag and zig 'em again for the bad dreams
Sparking my brick wall windows another thicket storm
And if one night in Gotham without the wretched
Houston we have a problem
Dispatch a task of infested patch of city goblins
Who split how many freaks with box cuts of a high road bellow
Heads ripped! Watch red bricks turn yellow
Sort of similar to most backbones at camp Icarus
Raw feelings start congregating at pamper for bickering
Life's not a bitch life is a beautiful woman
Your only call her a bitch because she won't let you get that pussy
Maybe she didn't feel y'all shared any similar interests
Or maybe you're just an asshole who couldn't sweet talk the princess
Kiss the speaker wire or either pass it for some pagan thresh hold
Stomach full of halo kibbles
Wings span cast black of porn visuals hear the duck hunt ticker tape
Vision and pick apart the pixels
I got a friend of polar nature and it's all peace
When I seek similar stars but can't sit at the same feast
Metal Captain!
This cat is asking if I've seen his little lost passion I told him: "Yeah, but only when I pedaled past him"

words i hateee:

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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Quarter Horse Congress


PSYCHED!!!

Using pops credit card to get my horsey all kinds of cool shit. OMFG!!!! Ahh I'm so excidedddd!! The worlds largest single breed horse show =]..and in Ohio. Gonna get new spur straps, haulters, clippers, show pads, coolers, winter blankets



so ready for this.

Better the first time

From the start off, it was the beginning.
You know me better than myself, and I know myself pretty well.
And I know myself pretty well.
It was a bonfire waiting to happen.
It was a hurricane that pulled us through.
So I sat down and figured it out,
and thought all about how things
were better the first time.

You're so milk and roses

Burn, burn the house on fire
I’m so sick and tired
I can still remember your sound
It’s cut cut cutting me
Down I’m locked and loaded
You’re so milk and roses
And I am just a letdown of your hound
It’s cut cut cutting me
Like slow poison

Too fake

Cause I'm just too fake for the world
I know it's just a game to me
I'm just too fake you see
I wish I didn't have to be but watch out
I got too much soul for the world
It's breaking my heart in two
I got too much soul for you
I don't like it but it's true

My first earthquake

Had a fantasy about dark socks
Had a cup of tea, thought earl grey rocks
All of this leads me here to say
I'm not cool enough in the cool way.

Coast guard, be kind
You were first in your class so you thought you had passed
But the truth is the wind filling up your masts
Is just hot air and emergency flares
So don't be surprised if your shipmates don't care
Pirate, pay up
You're the only one-legged man I know
To whom else would I sell these wooden toes
But your parrot goes mute at the offer of substitute
Sailor, lean back
You came off the ship looking way too hip
In your tight white pants and your navy blue bibs
Into your arms you took the first girl you eyed
She melted as Dad welled with pride

Monday, October 5, 2009

Twenty years of bad decisions

Won't let your lousy reputation throw me
off
If I had one shred of common sense I would have already left..don't ask how long I've been waiting here you can probably guess. Tracing the arc of the hour hand. This clock's incredibly slow. You ask how long I've been waiting here. I've been hanging out. And counting down the time that I've been wasting, I've been holding on for way too long your always worth the wait though, I guess. There ain't two ways about it I can't keep letting this go. And the promises..I promise it. You know your gonna break it. Instead of throwing up your hands...why don't you tell me what you were trying to tell me? I'm sick of breaking all these plans. Now, it's starting to kill me. I'm about as close to making sense as I am ever going to get. Is that how quickly I'd be gone? And just read my lips. They're pretty loose. But I can't overstate who's kidding who? Falling over backwards for you. Falling over everybody else..I put myself in that position. Every single time I have the chance.I know it's not my business, to be digging up these things I shouldn't know. Twenty years of bad decisions haven't taught me much at all. Separate events you're making..everyone pretends it's not your fault and all of this offense you're taking, doesn't really bother me at all. Having every question answered doesn't help when you're not supposed to know anything. Another textbook situation. Everything I think I know, I've read..what's the point of medication?All it makes me wish; that I were dead. It's pretty clear that you are me. It's written here on every single page. I'm smitten but not stupid, I can read it all over your face. I should've known that this would happen from the start. This kind of function's gonna have to fall apart. I guess before I would've sworn that we were friends, maybe this problem points towards some larger trend? But I still don't understand..what this whole thing's about and all the words that you said are somehow stuck in my mouth and this was going so well. But I don't know what I did..all I really can tell, is I've been hit. Well there's only so much drama I can stand. And this is just about as far as I will bend.. so get your hands of my lapel because I think it's time to go. You know before I could've sworn that we were friends...so now that's how these problems always seem to end. I'm breaking my own rules becoming someone else. Everybody says I oughtta get over myself I'm thinking I can't move..if there isn't somewhere else to go. I've probably made mistakes that I've forgotten, it's all ambiguous now. I'd be willing to take the shape of what you wanted, I could just figure it out. You're never gonna understand what you're seeing..but later you'll pretend you can and you'll mean it. You might think it's all in your head but you're not certain anymore. I wouldn't put much talk in that 'cause the fact is it doesn't matter what you ask, it's who you're asking. Well, I'd say go throw it away if it's not working anymore. Well you've been taken and it's gonna hurt. Love's a classic 'cause it always works. This is a classic bluff because it always works on you. I got this whole thing figured out. I guess I better write it down, now cause presently my memory's not terribly sound. Everything is twice around, now it shouldn't be this hard..I guess I'm not as smart as I'd like to think I am. And even though you won't admit it now I know. I guess it isn't any news. This keeps coming out in two's. If history repeats itself then what can I do? Nothing I can say is news to you. Let's get this calendar straight. I shouldn't try to make sense of anything that goes on..when it goes on again and again and again. I'm buried underneath these opportunities...selective memories. Well, I'll bet you'll forget about me. If there was a problem I can't solve I'd just forget about it. I've always had everything I wanted and never doubted that I'd someday have my cake and eat it too..but lately something tells me I've been fooled.

This is bad

real bad,

michael jackson.



here's to all the pretty words.

Mediocre bad guys can really bring you down

I was sitting, waiting, wishing. You believed in superstitions. Then maybe you'd see the signs. Lord knows that this world is cruel. And I ain't the lord, no I'm just a fool learning.. loving somebody don't make them love you. Must I always be waiting, waiting on you? Must I always be playing your fool. I sang your songs, I danced your dance. I gave your friends, all a chance. Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you. Maybe you've been through this before, but it's my first time, so please ignore the next few lines, cause they're directed at you. I keep playing your part. But it's not my scene, want this plot to twist. I've had enough mystery. Keep building it up then shooting me down. But I'm already down. Well if I was in your position I'd put down all my ammunition, I'd wonder why it had taken me so long. But lord knows that I'm not you, and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel. Look at you out to make a deal. You try to be appealing but you lose your appeal. And what about those shoes you’re in today? They’ll do no good on the bridges you burnt along the way. And what about your mind? Does it shine or are there things that concern you more than your time? And what about your soul? Is it cold? Is it straight from the mold and ready to be sold? And I'm just a waste of his, energy. He's just wasting my time. Don't give me comic book sad looks no more. Please don't use those same excuses you've used before. You told yourself so many times it's ok. So eager to try but you just don't know how to come back down and now you'll, beat me up and break me down...hoping I don't come around. Kick me when I'm on the ground. Impressions, you've made impressions. They're going nowhere. They're just going to wait here if you let them, please don't let them. And if they're going to haunt me, please collect them.

concrete ocean


You can walk around with no pants






as long as you keep that shirt on.




a beautiful army


Consider me;

Every time I turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather I can feel you all but shutting down. And when I need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now. What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here. If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose, if I'm not that arrow to the heart of you, if you think you can do better than this then I guess we're done. Let's not drag this on, consider me gone. With you I've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. There's nothing I've ever tried to hide. So when you leave me not knowin where you're going I start thinkin that we're lookin we're lookin at goodbye. How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...? Consider me a memory. Consider me the past. Consider me a smile in an old photograph, someone who used to make you laugh....

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Dewbot =]














Excuse my mood, my nigga...but I feel a bit Decepticon.





dewbot

Noo need to be rude but WTF?!

BUT HOLY FUCK! For your entertainment. Some pics I found with some of the comments..:


Mckinley: very nice ill lick u all over


Mckinley..again: very nice ill suck your tattoo on your ass cheeks

Young: thatz a bomb azz doggy style

Tyler: it luks like u like it like that plus a place 2 put my hand at







Tha Lone Wolf: ILL HAVE U BITIN THA PILLOW!!!


"WAT U C IS WAT U GET!"

RINGLEADER: Well what I c is u squatin like that ova my face


"HIT IT DADDY"


Mckinley: okay am putting my big black juicy thick mandingo inside now from the back Some..loser: DAMMMMMN!!! nice view yummmm, baby you turn me on bad you should come over 2 springfield so i can hit that you just got my cock hard





For those who know Mckinnor...NO I DID NOT MISSPELL HIS NAME. So don't even think it. Mckinley is...lmao someone with really bad taste

She's my world ♥














itty bitty ♥

Some people..

Mark Appleyard lands absolutely perfect. He has the smoothest style on the skateboard. Not only is he amazing, his style is perfectttt. He lands everything....

Making the art of snowboarding truly legit... Jamie Lynn...his style is so smooth. Theres probably many boarders trying his bronc style...hes always pushed the limits. A lot of people look up to him. He's another one who changed the sport.

Tom Curren...41 and a beast. You can not touch his technique. He has one of the best styles ever. Perfect style, hes it. He's untouchable. He approaches a wave so differently from other people. He has natural style. He is liquid man...he should be a super hero.

Men and mascara always run

He knows exactly what to do. Whenever I'm alone with him I can barely make a move by the time he opens up his eyes. He sings to me at night. He's singing...I know that he barely knows me I'm not faking love with him. It's like I'm singing karaoke and I forgot the second verse. But I can make up my own words. I know our love is new I barely know ya, I've fallen over you. It's the way you do the things you do that made me fall in love with you, are you in love with me too? He's got a little bit of money. And a little bit of this. And it's all we need to live. I got a little bit of love. And a little bit of that. And it's all I have to give. This time I'll try no to show that I'm not letting go. But the weather is cold now and hes still wrapped up in things that can keep him warm, unlike him she's the one that would heat up the winter air to keep him close. Now we'll get away..we keep on retaking the photographs. They'll never change the way we kiss goodbye, the way we hold our hands, the way we walk alone, the way we have no plan..this is something I'd like to forget. These numbers repeat themselves. These phone calls have no destination..dialing just anything to hear your voice tonight. I'm all ears, and I hear nothing. When it's convenient you walk through the door with a laid back look on your face. And all the people that you choose to ignore will never run in your race. had a feeling it would end up like this. I should have never closed my eyes or kissed. I didn't notice you reached in with your hand, ripped my heart and my soul out and left me broken. If you're the killer then I'm ready to die. Just remember me when I'm gone. If you're the devil then I'm with you tonight running to finish our song...All my innocence for the taking, I think I'm just about to lose this race. All my senses have been awaken... with a pretty face. I hope you're happy in your special place. You have a way of coming easily to me. And when you take, you take the very best of me. So I start a fight cause I need to feel something and you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted. What a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day, just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say. And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you. You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray and I stood there loving you and wished them all away..and you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you. You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried for you. And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died..died for you. I think its time we move on now. Looking out my bedroom window...see the planes take off one by one they come and go on and on on and on. I think about the places I'd go I think about this place I call home. All the shots and all that come all around...red light blinking in the twilight tracing in a path right out of here and now. Don't you think its quiet around here? Doesn't seem so much to do here..thinking back to this time last year, good times good, times good times. Don't you think we stay for too long? Don't you think the color has gone? Get on a plane.. it can't be wrong. Moving on. Those things, they look empty. But wait til it all comes down. Nothings going on round here, it's time I left town. Got a feeling I've gotta get out..before it brings me down.



I'm not coming back, I'm not gonna react, I'm not doing shit for you. I'm not sitting around while your tearing it down around us. I'm not living a lie while you swim in denial cause you're already dead and gone. You'll leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you. Welcome to my world. Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. Another lesson burned and I'm drowning in the ashes, kicking, screaming, welcome to my world. I don't care what you think, I'm not doing this again. I'm not another girl or a mother to take your shit out on. So let's see what you got and let's see what you're not. And whatever else you pretend you've defended my intentions long enough. So here I am again, in the middle of the end. The choice I wish I'd made, I always make too late. Welcome to my world. Empty bottle of wine on the hardwood floor. Last night, he said she was the one... but men and mascara always run. Did I give my love too soon or wait too long? Did I take it a little too easy, or put it on too strong? She was looking for love; he was looking for fun. She ain't getting any younger...It wasn't supposed to be this way. Staring in the mirror, with little black rivers runningdown her face... Tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day. She'll wake up in the morning and wash it all away.

Until compared

your only unique
until compared..to every other worthless fuck


you can't afford to live like this
you can't be dumb enough to dream this big



i take some pretty coooool pics =]

i'm gonna hate to see you go;

trying to waste the energy i'll never spend on you

if im over this by morning thats a future i can't see...

Out of sight, out of mind

And now you wish that you meant something...
And now you wish that you met someone..
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else...


I would wait forever.

But still you wish....
Well ok, I guess nothing good has happened yet.
Well I'll pray, that I'll be alright.
don't waste your breath and just fade away
My attention along with all my hopes, have wasted away
I'll put the sparkle back in to your eyes, just not, this time.
I guess this is what it feels like to be the ocean
I'm looking through books,
pages upon pages of rusted up
history of you and me
and everything around us.
Our stories were crowded
in between other books about
dragons and witches,
knights-in-shining-armor and the
damsels-in-distress.
But, you always told me
our adventures were different;
our adventures consisted of comedies
and tragedies.
rivalries and relationships.
Battles won and battles lost.
I always thought though,
"Those sound just like
all the other stories that
surround us. So just why
exactly are ours so different?"
You smiled,
and i felt your fingers
lace with mine.
You smiled and told me
(in such a matter-of-factly tone)
"What we share, it's all real.
Nothing about beautifully-scaled dragons,
or wizards who flew on broomsticks,
or talking animals,
or knights who rescued princesses from
faraway prisons.
Our stories are reality

Saturday, October 3, 2009

how to kill a ninja

Picking A Target:
If you wanna kill a ninja, you're gonna need to find a ninja. Unfortunately, like Osama Bin Laden, ninjas are very well hidden and are very hard to find without thousands of soldiers searching for one. But unlike Osama, ninjas aren't only in Afghanistan and underground! Ninjas can be anywhere, but most likely there will probably be a ninja behind your back and when you turn around!! He goes back to behind your back with a knife. If you don't move or turn around for more than 30 hours...the ninja will kill you with the knife! Ninjas are masters of deception, and will therefore typically be hidden in your surroundings. Observe the people around, but what you shouldn't look for are people who you could imagine are ninjas. They are incredible actors, so when locating ninjas, the ninja is likely hidden as the most unninja amongst the people you know. Therefore, by definition, attacking the most fail person you know, and there is a high possibility that you've just killed a ninja.

Make Sure He's A Real Ninja...
A lot of people try to pretend to be ninjas, but they're not ninjas. Those are just common folk that are into Naruto...Unless they have followed the HowTo Become A Ninja guide. But those people never cosplay as retarded losers; they usually cosplay as real Ninjas, like Yoshimistu, Altair, and the French Spiderman. Make sure they are a real ninja, because if he isn't and you kill him, that is murder and you will be arrested. Plus, Jesus will hate you for committing murder, and Jesus is like fifty ninjas (and ten Chuck Norrises) put together, so be careful. Remember, real Ninjas (notice the Capital 'N') never cosplay, they disguise themselves. That's a good start for identification. Duh...

Ugh I'm bored....
catch ya later people.

ps- If you are reading this article you probably don't have a life because you probably live on the internet..... =]


You know your a ninja ifffff;

your life has been threatened with pink poison
have the ability to eat fire
have the "eye of the tiger"
you can run 15 mph
your name starts with d, j, e, a, or i
you know how to kill someone with a chicken and a piece of string
you have more than one blood-stained sword
you have a cool hood thing that covers your mouth

those are just some ways to know if your one...

=]



people often ask me if my nip piercings hurt....












No...they didn't.






Get like me.

WoooWooo


This kid is hotttttttttttt

hmmmm

this kid pretty much knows decent music. some i totally disagree with. Owl City only has 3 good songs. And well...as for Breathe Electric..haha fucking suckssss. Atleast he has half good taste =]

Blessthefall, Attack Attack!, Oh Sleeper, Iwrestledabearonce, Suicide Silence, Harp And Lyre, I See Stars, Burden Of A Day, There For Tomorrow, Asking Alexandria, Mychildren Mybride, Parkway Drive, A Day To Remember, Sky Eats Airplane, The Devil Wears Prada, Anberlin, Salt The Wound, Greeley Estates, Underoath, Chiodos, Bring Me The Horizon, The Word Alive, Escape The Fate, From Legends To Nancy, Iscreamhello, Akissforjersey, LoveHateHero, Alesana, Our Last Night, Emarosa, Dance Gavin Dance, Beneath The Sky, Between The Trees, Emery, Dr. Manhattan, Black Tide, Killswitch Engage, Trivium, As I Lay Dying, Bullet For My Valentine, Trivium,Pantera, Winds Of Plague, Born Of Osiris, Glamour Of The Kill, Job For A Cowboy, Beneath The Massacre, Cry Of The Afflicted, Dropping Daylight, Aborted, Knights Of The Abyss, Emmure, God Forbid, Heaven Shall Burn, All Shall Perish, Whitechapel, In Fear and Faith, Veil of Maya, I Am Ghost, Deadlock, Lamb of God, Through the Eyes of the Dead, Haste the Day, The Chariot, Killwhitneydead, August Burns Red, Eyes Set to Kill, Atreyu, Mayday Parade, The Spill Canvas, Secondhand Serenade, Vanna, You Me At Six, The Human Abstract, Breathe Carolina, Catherine, Before Their Eyes, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Lower Definition, Conditions, Saosin, Circa Survive, All Time Low, Every Avenue, From First To Last, Ivoryline, Dead Poetic, From Autumn To Ashes, Inhale Exhale, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Slipknot, Anarbor, Four Year Strong, The Almost, All That Remains, The Autumn Offering, Arch Enemy, Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold, Otep, Enter Shikari, Genghis Tron, As Cities Burn, A Static Lullaby, Blinded Black, Children of Bodom, Destroy the Runner, Across Five Aprils, Valencia, Story of the Year, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Higher, Four Letter Lie, Hit The Lights, My American Heart, Darkest Hour, Foxy Shazam, The Irish Front, I Killed The Prom Queen, Pierce the Veil, Poison the Well, Just Surrender, Linkin Park, Maylene and the Sons of Disaster, Memphis May Fire, Thrice, Still Remains, Midtown, A Skylit Drive, Norma Jean, A Rocket To the Moon, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Scenes and Sirens, Senses Fail, The Red Chord, Roadrunner United, Silverstein, The Secret Handshake, Ballet Brutality, Better Off Dead, Shinedown, A Line Before The Ocean, Twelve Gauge Valentine, Korn, System of a Down, Amarna Reign, Rise Against, The Sounds, Novella, Surrounded By Monsters, Like Skyscrapers, Never Shout Never, Alyria, Social Jet Lag, A Tragic Victory, VersaEmerge, Dodging Cathrine, Hey Caeser!, 5 Years And Counting, Burn Halo, A Way In Air, Dot Dot Curve, Pacifist, Silent Storm, I Sea Monsers

Monte $$$$$




bryan ♥

Escapeee the Fateee


Monte is wayyy hottttt





And they sang, "Ashley, baby, you make me feel so alive..I've got purpose once again"
Woohooo love this song.
look it up.
"Ashley"


Lights..

is a dumbass. just saw one of her interviews...lol



complete moron with shitty music.


mike...i still argue that automatic shoulda been in that song.

lights SUCKS.
And I knew you could never love me
I had so much sorrow inside
You could never reach
But can I still keep
A place in your heart
You broke my heart
You promised me the moon and stars
I fell for your dreams,
I fell for your lies
There was no other way
You know I tried

Thursday, October 1, 2009