OBEY...

It was pretty good in the beginning you know me better than i know myself..and i know myself pretty well.

Im still trying to figure out if things were better the first time...maybe this will pass, maybe..





youve been acting crazy
i miss you babe
사랑해

our song <333 FTSK- H.H.

I wish you never accepted my friend request

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have. From the start of it was the beginning..you know me better than I know myself and I know myself pretty well. It was a bonfire waiting to happen....I still haven't figured it out if things were better the first time.. there are no words to describe what it was like when youd touch me I guess it would take all the words in the world to describe it... I wish I could just get over you like the rest. I wish I could feel about you the way you feel about me. I wish I could go a day without you crossing my mind. I wish I didn't care...I wish I knew when you were setting me up..when you meant what you said..what you were thinking when you said those things..I wish you woulda opened up to me..I wish you would have loved me more. I wish you would have loved me..I just go pretending everything is okay. It's not I live in my own self made hell. I'd love to see you when you come back but I know it won't happen you won't want me there. I wish i could forget all of those songs, times and convos. I wish you never said you loved me all those times and would have proven it instead. I wish you woulda talked about me more..just to anyone I wish you had my picture and that it meant something to you..I wish you never called me baby. Most of all I wish you never accepted my friend request .

Drake is "the fucking worst i ever heard"

Your not a real rap/hip hop star until you get some quality hate. I mean some kick ass ridicule of the mediocre crap you serve your fans and expect them to eat it up. Shit on a stick is not the new gourmet. Real Drake fans like my man are probably looking at their G1 phones in disgust right not as their once savior of hip hop is turning into something more horrifying to watch than Britney Spears and that gut at the VMA's...

...I JUST wasted 5 minutes and 30 seconds of my life that i will never get back. NEVER!!!!!! But maybe i'm being too hard on Drake and his "best i ever had" video, after all Kanye, the i'm too busy with my lesbian girlfriend, infatuated with "fish sticks'' West directed the piece of shit video that im speaking of.

Trust me, my hate wouldnt be so strong if i didnt have high hopes for this fag, if i didnt appreciate his artistry and want to see him be the next best thing rather than the next best gimmick...But slip up and shoot the wrong fucking video and they think they can market you however they decide to - Drake.

In sum the video is an ode to jiggling tits..yeah just tits juggling, some tiht shorts and tanktops...and maybe how to stretch...these are the women of Team Drake... Drake stars in the video as a lousy coach who leads his team of tits to a terrible 91-14 defeat on the basketball court. the lighting sucks...the highlight for some ladies might be some brief cameos by Fabolous, Consequence and Trey Songz. Other than that...its just some tits, a gym, and a really bade game of basketball. Aside from Drake telling the ladies to "take that d, like the champions that they are" and reminding them all that they can do in 2 minutes (think dirty here) the video is pretty anticlimatic.

Drake...do me a huge fucking favor, i know Kanye West is a star, i know this, but right now you must demand creative control over your album and future videos and brother if your not that creative then FUCK hire someone who is because you cant afford to keep putting out misunderstood bullshit like this. We want real hip hop. Not this crap....Fuckkkk "artists" like you are the reason hip hop is sucking ass these days....Blu is basically all we have left and a handful of others.

With All Due Respect,
your first hater

....to anyone that likes Drake...get a life, cause "Hes the fucking worst i ever heard with the worst voice ever"

I was just living in the moment, and the moment was all about you

What I wanted? I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say there was no one else for you to ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. Sometimes what your looking for is what you left behind. But I can't do this anymore. I feel strickened by a severe illness of the body and mind. I have an overwhelming urge to give up and run away. With no goodbyes, no explanations, no justified reason. I just want to get up and run like hell. Until my feet break beneath me and my heart stops beating. Leaving nothing but my name behind. But I won't because that means you've won and I decide who wins when it involves my life, and it sure as hell won't be you. I deserve more. Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship,there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return. There come times in your life when you're all mixed up and your mind doesn't know what to do. This is when you have to leave it up to your heart to decide. The tough thing about following your heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting, and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy endings. That's not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal.. you go into the unknown and once you do, you can never go back. One of the hardest thing on earth is choosing what matters. In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it. There are certain things in life that are better left unknown. Things you wish you never asked, Never heard, and sometimes never felt. But the struggles make you stronger, the changes make you wise, and the happiness has its own way of taking its sweet time. Say goodnight and go. Walk away from your past. You don't need it anymore. She tries to stay away from him, but it's so hard knowing that it doesn't make a difference whether she's right in his face or a thousand miles away. All she is to him is a memory. I guess what I thought is that leaving something behind would erase it from my memory forever, but it doesn't. If something touched you that deeply, it never goes away. Along the way I’ve learned that you can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed. When your throat starts to burn,
 and your heartbeat speeds up,
when your stomach tightens,
and your lungs close up,
when your tears rush to your eyes 
faster than you ever dreamed possible,
that's the worst pain you will ever feel.
 That's your heart breaking. But..don't be so quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show. The hardest boy to get over is the one you never had. I gave up searching for him. Now he’s going to have to find me because I know that I deserve better. Be loved but never love. Attach but never combine. Trip but never fall. To be broken is better than shattered. Tell him of your strength but never of your past. Be trustworthy but never trust. Be cracked but never open. Ha..people like me don't have best friends. You can't trust me, and I won't let you. I won't get close to you because I'm afraid of losing you. I'll protect you from me and protect me from myself by avoiding confrontation, which will lead us to a falling out, inevitably. I will keep my secrets from you and tell your secrets to people you hate in order to push you away. I'll do anything to keep myself from getting attached to you because I've been there before and I don't want to go back to being dependent on anyone. In the months afterward, I fled whenever somebody began to understand me. That has subsided. but one thing remained: I don't want anybody to understand me completely. I want to go through life unknown. The blindness of others is my safety and my freedom. ...It wasn’t only that you didn’t see him anymore, meet him anymore, you saw his absence and encountered it as something tangible. His not being there was like the sharply outlined emptiness of a photo with a figure cut out precisely with scissors and now the missing figure is more important, more dominant than all the others. I was just living in the moment, 
and the moment was all about you. So there she goes again, listening to her ipod, trying to forget everything.

"Fuck the tame animal restricted to the cage with predictable actions, that define your "rage". I'm the motherfucking lion roaring in your face tearing down those limits that keep you placed"

Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes

According to Greek mytholgy,

humans were originally created with four arms,

four legs,

and a head with two faces.

Fearing their powers,

Zeus split them into two parts;

condemning them to spend the rest of their lives in search of their other halves

Remember...the stars

Tell them to look up.
Tell them to remember the stars.........

She's a..winter girl

she's a winter girl.

she likes the simplicity
of snow; so white & innocent..

she hates
drama and lives for christmas vacation..


she`s moody during summer cuz that`s
when things usually fall apart,

but when
the first storm comes,

which it always
does,

she finds happiness in the arms of
the boy

watching the snow fall with her

This is for the hearts still beatingg

people change, but so do you. sometimes for the best, and sometimes for the worst. bad things happen to everyone. you're not in it alone. people lie, and some people just don’t care how you feel. your heart beats, no matter how much pain you're in. everything will be okay, eventually. there are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. don’t tell me it’s easy because it’s not- but it is worth it, i'd rather stay in touch with the people i love; than just drop it and forget about it. you forgive; but never forget, and you certainly don’t forget about the ones you love. it doesn’t work like that. give it all you've got, and live your life to the fullest. people would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has it worse than you,but that doesn’t mean your pain doesn't count.

This is when you have to leave it up to your heart to decide ♥

Maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope. Remember to always have hope.

can yOu take me..?

All I want right now is the time that we slept on the floor,
You said, "Right here and right now is all that we're livin' for."
I got the velocity when all
I need now is the mass,
And, I just want you to ask.
Can you take me?
Into days I never knew?
Let's start a riot (I wanna riot)
Let's start a riot me and you, 'cause a riot's overdue.
Now these days I wonder why we holdin' back on bliss,
We blasphemy everything we see and I just wanna give you a kiss.
I want the infidel's head on a pike riding on my motorbike,
And, you and me are alike.
Can you take me?
Into days I never knew?
Let's start a riot.
Let's start a riot me and you, 'cause a riot's overdue.
It's getting bigger and wider.
I'm a mega collider,
When I take you,
Into days I never knew.
Let's start a riot.
Let's start a riot me and you, 'cause a riot's overdue.
Don’t back down, don’t compromise
Don’t close your eyes
Here it is do or die
And you still believe the lie
And you still believe the lie
And the world is for the meek
Well this mouse is going to squeak
Yes I am dying to be freaked
Yes I am dying to be freaked.