I'm your little harlot, scarlet, singing in the garden;

Blue jeans, White shirt Walked into the room you know you made my eyes burn It was like James Dean, for sure You so fresh to death & sick as ca-cancer You were sorta punk rock, I grew up on hip hop But you fit me better than my favorite sweater, and I know That love is mean, and love hurts But I still remember that day we met in December I like the snake on your tattoo I like the ivy and the ink blue Yayo Swinging in the backyard Pull up in your fast car Whistling my name I'm lying in the ocean, singing your song Ahhh, that's how you sang it Loving you forever, can't be wrong Even though you're not here, won't move on Ahhh, that's how we played it And there's no remedy for memory your face is Like a melody, it won't leave my head Your soul is haunting me and telling me I'm your little scarlet, starlet singing in the garden Kiss me on my open mouth That everything is fine I'm your little harlot, starlet, Queen of Coney Island Raising hell all over town Sorry 'bout it You're lying with your gold chain on, cigar hanging from your lips I said "Hon' you never looked so beautiful as you do now, my man." And we're off to the races, places Ready, set the gate is down and now we're goin' in To Las Vegas chaos, Casino Oasis, honey it is time to spin Boy you're so crazy, baby, I love you forever not maybe You are my one true love

I expect nothing less from you;

So save your scissors
Someone elses skin
My surface is so tough
I don't think the blade will dig in
Save your strength
Save your wasted time
There's no way that I want you to be left behind
Go on save your scissors
Save your scissors

So why does it always seem
That every time I turn around
Sombody falls in love with me
This has never been my soul intention
And I have never claimed to have pates on such inventions

Like a thorn on a vine...

I climbed up a mountain, and looked off the edge
At all of the lives that I never have led
There's one where I stayed with you across the sea
I wonder do you still think of me
I carry your image always in my head
Folded and yellowed and torn at the edge
And I've looked upon it for so many years
Slowly I am loosing your face
You're caught in my head like a thorn on a vine
To forever torment me and I wonder why
Do I wish I'd never known you at all

Violins Will Swell

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
We use to call it love...

Oh, my talking bird;

Oh, my talking bird
Though you know so few words
They're on infinite repeat
Like your brain can't keep up with your beak.

And you're kept in an open cage
So you're free to leave or stay.
Sometimes you get confused
Like there's a hint I am trying to give you.

The longer you think, the less you know what to do.

It's hard to see your way out
When you live in a house in a house
Cause you don't realize
That the windows were open the whole time.

Oh, my talking bird
Though your feathers are tattered and furled
I'll love you all your days

Cutie

We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.

Like A Teardrop Hitting The Ground;

Why and how you had the heart to fuck this up.. That's just so you. And now I've moved on by myself, and maybe I won't forgive..I'll just forget you lived. And I hope it hurts. You taught me how to mistrust you..and I was so..whatever. When I tried to save us it wasn't enough. So what the hell is different'..cause now that I am gone, this is how it feels and now you know what its like. I'm faded into someone else. My true color's gone, like a picture nobody sees. I bet you don't even know my favorite song..I don't wanna be your little picture-perfect-pretty-girl. Who's got nothing to say, and I'm not gonna wait around for you to run my whole life down. I'll let you watch me fade away. I'm tired and alone, feeling so misplaced. Guess I know I'm better off on my own. You had all the chances in the world to let me know the truth..what the hell's wrong with you? Nothing can save you now that it's over. I guess that you'll find out when you're no one..don't say you're sorry now 'cause I just don't care. I'm having the day from hell, I should have kicked your ass instead. Everything is fucked up straight from the heart. Tell me what do you do, when everything falls apart? You had to leave and I'm not part of your plan. You're never wrong..Somewhere in the right seems to be where your ass belongs. You'd rather fight than walk away..what a lonely way to breathe the air..what an unlovely way to say you care. Now we're too far gone for me to save and I never thought that we'd come to this. Maybe there's beauty in goodbye. The person now that you claim to be doesn't know when to stop, or where to start. You're just so caught up in who you are. I don’t ever wanna feel this way again. Nothing seems to matter anymore. At any moment in you could have tried to make it right. Now in an after thought I don't know what you did it for cause you were thinking about you. Like always. Give me one good reason why in time i should believe in you. But it's been a real pleasure knowing you...and now like a teardrop hitting the ground I don't wanna see you around--ever.

We Need Someone To Deliver Our Silver Lining Now

They say that home is where the heart is
I guess I haven't found my home
And we keep driving round in circles
Afraid to call this place our own

And are we there yet?

They say there's linings made of silver
Folded inside each raining cloud
Well, we need someone to deliver
Our silver lining now

And are we there yet?

They say you're really not somebody
Until somebody else loves you
Well, I am waiting to make somebody
Somebody soon

Tell My Love To Wreck It All...

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Remembering Sunday

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt
Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair

And out of my mind, keeping an eye on the world
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now, I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

Dreams End

great book haha

Pour A Little Salt...You Were Never Here

And now all your love is wasted
And then who the hell was I?
And I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
Tell my love to wreck it all

Come On Skinny Love What Happened Here....?

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind
And in the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
And I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love, what happened here?

And I believed you so much

Don't Know The City But It Isn't Home

Six on the second hand
Two new years resolutions
and there's just no question
what this man should do

take all the time lost
all the days that I cost
take what I took and
give it back to you

all this time
we were waiting for each other
all this time
I was waiting for you
we got all these words
can't waste them on another
so I'm straight in a straight line
running back to you

i don't know what day it is
i had to check the paper
i don't know the city
but it isn't home

but you say I'm lucky
to love something that loves me
but I'm torn as I could be
wherever I roam

Hear me say

all this time
we were waiting for each other
all this time
I was waiting for you
we got all these words
can't waste them on another
so I'm straight in a straight line
running back to you

yeah, all, running back to you
yeah, all, running back to you
yeah.....
Oh, every time is so far
It's just so far
to get back to where you are

all this time
we were waiting for each other
all this time
I was waiting for you
we got all these words
can't waste them on another
so I'm straight in a straight line
running back to you
I'm straight in a straight line
running back to you
straight in a straight line
running back to you

The River Has Run Wild Tonight

The river has run wild tonight
The birds have stopped singing and I've lost my sight
And you
You're not around
I keep my ground
Just quiet

The river has run wild tonight
It hurts to see you burning, burning oh so bright
See through
My looking glass
I sell the past
It's still oh so quiet

There's trouble in the heartland
You're drifting your own way
There is trouble
It's a wasteland
There's something you don't say

Toss me in the ocean and see if I float
I'm causing a commotion on a sinking boat
And you
You come undone
One by one
Let's start a riot

There's trouble in the heartland
You're drifting your own way
There is trouble
It's a wasteland
There's something you don't say

There's something you don't say
There's something you don't say
There's something you don't say
There's something you don't say

Toss me in the ocean and watch me drown
Oh, one man's smile is another man's frown
And you
You're not around
I keep my ground
Just quiet

There's trouble in the heartland
You're drifting your own way
There is trouble
It's a wasteland
There's something you don't say

The river has run wild tonight

Bloodstream

Wake up
Look me in the eyes again
I need to feel your hand upon my face

Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you and haunts you

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

Words can relay nice
They can cut you open
And then the silence surrounds you and haunts you

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

The spaces in between
Two minds and all the places they have been
The spaces in between
I tried to put my finger on it
I tried to put my finger on it

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

I think I might’ve inhaled you
I could feel you behind my eyes
You've gotten into my bloodstream
I could feel you floating in me

Low Animal

Go without,
Till the need seeps in
You low animal,
Collect your novel petals for the stem.

And glow.
Glow.
Melt and flow.
Eviscerate your fragile frame.
And spill it out on ragged floor.
A thousand different versions of yourself.

And if the old guards still offend,
They got nothing left on which you depend.
So enlist every ounce
Of your bright blood.
And off with their heads.

Jump from the hook.
You're not obliged to swallow anything you despise.
See, those unrepenting buzzards want your life,
And they got no right.
As sure as you have eyes,
They got no right.

Just put yourself in my new shoes.
And see that I do all I do.
Because the old guard still offends.
Their pudgy hearts and slimy hands
They got nothing left on which we depend.
So enlist every ounce
Of your bright blood.
And off with their heads.

Jump from the hook.
You're not obliged to swallow anything you despise,
That you despise.

OH NOOOOOO

I've messed up my blog template and I've fucked the colors




-_- im sorry everyone :(

Never For Me

You took a piece of my heart
And you gave it away
You had me right from the start
'Cause I thought you were going to stay
And I should have taken the chance
But you left way too fast

And I was lucky to get the time of day from you
And it's such a shame to see a view like this

Without us laying in the grass,
In the sunshine
Why don't you show me your sign?
And I'm feeling alright tonight.

I took a piece of your heart
And I kept it with me
I had you right from the start
'Cause you knew I was not gonna leave
You should have taken the chance
But I left way too fast

And I was lucky to get the time of day from you
And it's such a shame to see a view like this

Without us laying in the grass,
In the sunshine
Why don't you show me your sign?
And I'm feeling alright tonight
I'm feeling alright

Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
Cause I'm sorry if I am the reason your head
Is thinking of somebody other than me
But now I can see that you were never for me

With Nothing On My Mind

You know it’s a cloudy day here

Spring will be well worth the wait

I’ll be sure to greet the sunshine

To the frozen buckeye state

Along with the warmer weather

I think you might thaw my heart

After all the coldest winters

Have torn it apart


You and I, well, we could be just fine

If only I knew you had the time!


The temperature seldom rises

past that wintry thermometer line

Now I’m tempted to travel to your state

just to steal some sunshine

But if ever you come back with me

and turn my gray skies a bright blue

I’d feel right at home to hold your hand

and chase the clouds with you


You and I, well, we could be just fine

If only I knew you had the time!


I’ll fall asleep, that’s right

I’ll fall asleep tonight

With nothing on my mind

Except for the sunlight


You and I, well, we could be just fine

If only I knew you had the time!


I’ll fall asleep, that’s right

I’ll fall asleep tonight

With nothing on my mind

Except for the sunlight

This wasted, shaded daylight;

Heat is in the head
Keeps me in my bed
Push aside the pillow
The whole room just turned yellow

Three in the afternoon
We still haven't moved
Siren sighs echo
A pulse through our window

I don't mind, I don't mind
This wasted, shaded daylight

I don't mind, I don't mind
This wasted, shaded daylight

Pull in the body to twist
The thighs, the heels, the hips
Constellation markings
Across your body, drawings

Telephone rings
But we'll just let it sing
Hide out 'till tomorrow
I crawl into your shadow

I don't mind, I don't mind
This wasted, shaded daylight

In the way your hand hits the wave
In between the dreamer and the breath
Long beside the bitter of the skin
Today won't know when to begin

Honerary Australian----yezzir.

I'm proud to say, I can speak with an Aussie accent. Middle Australia to be exact.



XD
And I hear it's pre cute, oii lmao.

Table Set For Two;

If you can't even be a friend now I don't wanna imagine what actually knowing you is like. You're a complete dick. So when youre done being a douche then talk to me I got nothing but time and I sure as hell aren't wasting it on you right now. You treat me like shit and for no apparent reason..you say things to say things and I'm tired of the lies.. you aren't as great as you think and when it comes down to it nobody cares. Damn you do it well...thought you were innocent. When will you grow up? So until then.....dreams that's where I have to go

Swatch Of Our Fabric

However much they make you cringe, the selves of the past, the memories you look on and think “Oh. My. God.” were things you had to go through and they took you down the strange path that influenced your future. Adolescence is a time when all the rules have to be defined for ourselves and that takes a lot of mis-stepping and trying on of different personalities. Those past experiences, though sometimes painful, are what give us powers of understanding that we wouldn’t have otherwise. And though I don’t think we should all get on a desk in an important meeting and belt out our secrets to everyone a cappella, I think every part of us should be kept and embraced as a swatch of our fabric. A super colorful one that we can look on with acceptance and even embrace.

I'm Getting Mine

Today I didn't walk, I strolled. I strolled around with a big dumb grin on my face because I could. I laughed and didn't have anything to laugh about I was just happy. I looked up at the gray sky and thought, what a beautiful day. Today was almost perfect but I'll take it. So in the words of The Jesse with an E, "Get some." Because I'm getting mine

And Isn't It Funny...Dontcha Think?

Its wierd how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again...and it all happens so fast