He Won't Go....

Some say I’ll be better without you

But they don’t know you like I do

Or at least the sides I thought I knew

I cant bear this time

It drags on as I lose my mind

Reminded by things I find

Like notes and clothes you left behind

Wake me up, wake me up when all is done

I wont rise until this battle’s won

My dignity’s become undone

So petrified, I’m so scared to step into this ride

What if I lose my heart and fail declined?

I wont forgive me if i give up trying

I heard his voice today

I didn’t know a single word he said

Not one resemblance to the man I met

Just a vacant broken boy instead

Will he… will he still remember me?

Will he still love me even when he’s free?

Or will he go back to the place where he would chose the poison over me?

When we spoke yesterday,

You said to hold my breath… to sit and wait

“I’ll be home so soon, I wont be late”

He wont go....

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell, you also claim it.

It was dark, and I was all right,

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me.

My hands, they're strong, but my knees were far too weak.

Stand in your arms without falling into your feet.

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew.

All the things you say, they were never true, never true.

And the games you play, you would always win, always win.