Swatch Of Our Fabric

However much they make you cringe, the selves of the past, the memories you look on and think “Oh. My. God.” were things you had to go through and they took you down the strange path that influenced your future. Adolescence is a time when all the rules have to be defined for ourselves and that takes a lot of mis-stepping and trying on of different personalities. Those past experiences, though sometimes painful, are what give us powers of understanding that we wouldn’t have otherwise. And though I don’t think we should all get on a desk in an important meeting and belt out our secrets to everyone a cappella, I think every part of us should be kept and embraced as a swatch of our fabric. A super colorful one that we can look on with acceptance and even embrace.

I'm Getting Mine

Today I didn't walk, I strolled. I strolled around with a big dumb grin on my face because I could. I laughed and didn't have anything to laugh about I was just happy. I looked up at the gray sky and thought, what a beautiful day. Today was almost perfect but I'll take it. So in the words of The Jesse with an E, "Get some." Because I'm getting mine

And Isn't It Funny...Dontcha Think?

Its wierd how you go from being strangers to being friends to being more than friends to being practically strangers again...and it all happens so fast

White Rabbits

Do we take it too far, take it too far?
Did we chase the rabbit into wonderland?

11:10 Ain't Good Enough

I am a 22 year old clothing pack rat who sits in random corners reading books and drinking more green tea than is healthy. I can hardly make up my mind about anything. I listen to weird music, and enjoy ripping paper into tiny little pieces. I practice the art of color coordination, sarcasm, highlighting things, and writing on sticky notes. I give names to inanimate objects and make a wish when I spot 11:11 on a clock.

Cubic Z? Ya Cheap Asshole

A man who won't buy a woman a diamond shows that he's not committed....even if the girl doesn't like diamonds.

You had the new clear heart... Guess I was hiroshima...

I'm not sure what you want, but I don't care anymore

Starting With Me

If I had a dime
For half the things I did
That didn’t make no sense at all
I’d be living a little higher on the hog
If only I’d of known
That later on down the road
I’d look back and not like what I see
I’d of changed a lot of things
Startin’ with me

Never Miss The Ones Who Have Left You, Because They Surely Don't Miss You

We let the most foolish things tear us apart.

The Me From Yesterday

So when weakness turns my ego up... I know you'll count on the me from yesterday... If I turn into another... Dig me up from under what is covering... The better part of me

Robot

I wish I was an emotionless robot

He Never Really Wanted That Girl Till Now

There she goes
Little black dress on
Standing with the other girls
Wearing velvet and pearls looking so fine, so fine.

All the time that she tried to catch my eye
Now I hear that she’s crushing on another guy
Why do we always want what we can’t have?

I never really wanted, never really wanted that girl 
I never really wanted, wanted her in my world
I never really wanted that girl oh, but now I do, yeah.

I Never noticed how 
A woman’s eyes can dance 
But from the outside in looks like their dancing for him 
Leaves me wondering, wondering 
Why is it now I see her in a different light
If I could turn back time I would tonight
Why do we always want what we can’t have 

I never really wanted, never really wanted that girl 
I never really wanted , wanted her in my world
I never really wanted that girl oh but now I do, yeah.

You better get that girl while the gettin's good 
There a list of fools I wish they could 
Why do we always want what we can’t have?

Gone
Cast away in time
Evil yours, now evil mine
So I robbed you blind
The voices in my head suggest a less than peaceful side

The endless possibilities
controlling 9-3-5.

You can't break me
Crushed the fears of yesterday
You can't save me
Barriers, our trust will fade.

I've stood in the dark
been waiting all this time
While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive
I'm not ready to die

Damned
Watch the masses fall
Burn it down, control 'em all
Make me crawl
to daddy's little girl to read the writings on the wall

While cast into the nothingness
the final curtain call

You can't break me,
Crushed the fears of yesterday
You can't take me,
Barriers, our trust will fade

I've stood in the dark
been waiting all this time
While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive,
I'm not ready to die

Through the madness we find
loyalty is no match for power
Say goodbye to your life, left to rot in
your darkest hour
Prayers won't help you now as long as you're mine

You can't break me
Crushed the fears of yesterday
You can't take me
Barriers, our trust will fade

I've stood in the dark
been waiting all this time
While we damn the dead I'm trying to survive

And I'll control the world
one person at a time
As I damn the dead I'm trying to survive
I'm not ready to die

Empty Is My Name

Empty is the sky before the sun wakes up... Empty is the eyes of animals in cages... Empty are the faces of women in mourning... When everything has been taken from them... Me???? Don't ask me about empty..

I Lost A Friend;

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you

Take My Hand

Would you go with me if we rolled down streets of fire?
Would you hold on to me tighter as the summer sun got higher?
If we roll from town to town and never shut it down?

Would you go with me if we were lost in fields of clover?
Would we walk even closer until the trip was over?
And would it be okay if I didn't know the way

If I gave you my hand would you take it?

Dear Washington,

Washington DC it was a blast! Got to see some old friends :) and met some new ones. I've forgotten how much I like DC minus the traffic and fag cops. I'll be back in November if I have to drive =\







ily<3

Ps-fuck you redskins.

Mock happiness

I'll drink to every loving couple I see kiss, mock happiness...I'll mock happiness.

For Miles

Everything gets pulled apart, and after every good beginning there is an endless return to the horrible start.

But for me, well of course I liked you..

Lead With Morals

Maybe tonight we’ll get back together 
Sound the alarms and break all the levers
These streets are ours 
Our anthem rings 
You’d know the truth 
if these walls could sing 
Amateur youth sling down the signs 
Gather the masses, friends of mine 
I’ve got your back if you got my hand
This isn’t over, it just began

If this isn’t love 
This is the closest I’ve ever been 
Do you think we have a chance tonight? 
As streetlights sing on Audrey’s song . 

Remind your parents we’re tomorrow 
Lead with morals and we’ll follow 
When they wake up they'll see 
that youth fades 
and glory days deceive 

What are you waiting for? Let’s move on this 
Time is of essence, like your kiss 
So say you’re in with cards down
And guns drawn, this is it. . 

And now it stops at this 
We could take it all 
if only we would risk 
You can be what you can conceive 
Red letters kill your disbelief

Day Late Friend

So let me get this straight
You say now you loved me all along
What made you hesitate
To tell me with words what you really feel
I can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
I remember so long ago, see I felt that same way
Now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
Insignificantly enough we both have significant others

Only time will tell
Time will turn and tell

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when

But thoughts they change and times they rearrange I don't know who you are anymore
Loves come and go and this I know I'm not who you recall anymore
But I must confess you're so much more then I remember
Can't help but entertain these thoughts
Thoughts of us together

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when

My day late friend

So let me get this straight
All these years and you were nowhere to be found
And now you want me for your own
But you're a day late and my love, she's still renowned

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when

Question of the Day

If you could go back in time five to ten years and give yourself advice, what would it be?

Moves Like Jagger

Who is the last person you went to with a problem who made you feel that they would stay with you for as long as it took: not pull away, not end the conversation, not excuse themselves, or not hang up the phone......until you were done?

Time Warpppppp

Go ahead one year, and look back.

What are you glad about?

What Do YOU Do?

If you break up with a friend, do you tell them why?